Song of the Day 09/19/08 and a small update

It's a Hit, by Rilo Kiley

Any chimp can play human for a day.
Use his opposable thumbs to iron his uniform
and run for office on election day
fancy himself a real decision maker
and deploy more troops than salt in a shaker.



But it's a jungle when war is made,
and you'll panic and throw your own shit at the enemy.
The camera pulls back to reveal your true identity.
Look, it's a sheep in wolf's clothing.
A smoking gun holding ape.


So the dentist...The hygienist asked me as I griped onto the sides of the chair so hard my hands were white...Do you want to try this without the gas?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! I looked at her and she said oh, it looks like you're in trouble already. Derek warned me that she would try to get out of using it. I don't think so! Otherwise, the cleaning went pretty fast and i don't have to go back for 6 months. Derek is so mad because he has to go back every three. I told him if he flossed and stopped drinking so much coffee, it might be six. He refuses to floss. bleck!

Today was kind of a hard day. I had a mini breakdown when I got home, but I feel tons better after I had a good cry and talked about it with Derek. Now I am going to listen to music and relax with my dog who is hitting me with her paw for attention right now.

The dentist text messaged me!

So I was at work, trying not to pass out from lack of sleep and boredom, as I do, and I got a text message from my dentist reminding me I have an appointment tomorrow! Waaaaaaaaa! The receptionist called and assured me the gas would be waiting. I think she figure it would panic me a little. I don't know if i like getting random text messages from the dentist. It's like...GET OFF MY BACK, I FLOSS! but that could be just me.

My pal Andrea came in with her baby girl Madie (Madaline) and I held her. I normally shy away from holding babies. It hurts my heart, but in a good way if that makes any sense. I always imagined i would be a mommie and it's a little heartbreaking that I'm not. Derek and I talk about adopting all the time, but we need to get established somewhere first. Most likely in Idaho. Here's hoping.

Today, they had a representative from an organization that deals with Aids in the GLBT community come into our work for a presentation. I was so upset i didn't get to go because I remembered too late. It would have been educational. I was also very happy that my company did this. Normally they have presentations on Weight Watchers and Autism which is important, but thats not all there is in this world of ours. and Congratulations to Babaloo for meeting his fundraising goal for the Aids Walk he and Taffy did! That's awesome.

Now that i have some time on my hands, I think I may start reading again. Ricky has mentioned a book to me and Archerr is always mentioning one on his show. So, I may walk to the Barnes and Noble tomorrow and pick something up. I am a huge fan of the books Gregory Mcguire wrote (Wicked, Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister, ect) Anyone else familiar with those and know of ones that are similar?

Ok, off to make dinner.

Boo to teeth

So last thursday, I went to the dentist for the first time in 19 years. Yea I know, gross. So I went and when they called me back, I had a mini panic attack. Crying, can't breath. So the Dr. Dentist says, do you know what laughing gas is? We're going to give you a sample. So, he puts on the mask and tells me my fingers will tingle when it's kicking in. No finger tingles. But the lights were becoming very pretty. I compare it to doing E. Yes, I did it a long time ago, don't judge me. So the lights are pretty and Dr. Dentist puts dark glasses on me. Derek says something like, go get in your plane goose or top gun or something. I start laughing and Dr. Dentist says yea were turning it off.

So today the receptionist lady calls and says that my bottom tooth that I had chipped has a small cavity in it and they want to get it taken care of asap since the longer I wait the more my enamel will wear away and the cavity could get larger. So This thursday, I will be going in and getting my tooth taken care of. The only thing left is a series of cleaning and my wisdom teeth on the bottom pulled. Other than that, they say my teeth are in good shape.

In other news...bad segway

Sweetie Southern Boy Eric's fur baby is in the animal hospital :( You all need to send good puppy vibes to the boogs! No one wants their babies to be sick and I know I would appreciate the well wishes!